Settled down at last.

Things changed it seems.

Januari was a dream.
Februari was hell.

And now, we are in reality, lovely, stable, wonderful in every way, just enjoying the dynamic.

I settled down, surrendered to being with her, surrendered to these feelings.
She settled down, surrendered to me needing my time, surrendered to me needing to understand these feelings.

The more time she gives me, the more time I choose to be with her.

The more time we spend together, the better I feel just being there.

And now, after almost 2 months, I finally made a connection with her, a real connections, I love you L, I really do.

Sorry to have kept you waiting.